'Over Come '

No one ever said the road was easy. 

No one ever said you would be happy.

 BUT

They never told you , you would be alone.

They never told you , you wouldn't be loved.

BUT

They never thought you would be strong .

They never thought you would over come 

You've proven them wrong.

You are not alone .

You  will be strong

You will fight.

You'll endure

You're not alone. 

                The Sense

My eyes see,

What a normal child shouldn't see ,

The gory scene of a father beating a mother ,

My nose smells ,

What  a normal child shouldn't smell ,

 The disgusting stench of  forced loved.

My lips taste ,

What a normal child  shouldn't taste,

The bitter taste of rape ,

My hands feel ,

What a  normal child  shouldn't feel, 

The forceful touch  of a smelly stranger ,

My ears hear,

What a normal child shouldn't hear,

The sound of screams,

My senses,

Have become  numb,

Sinking

         I'm sinking 

Sinking, Sinking ,

My body feels heavy .

It feels like I'm being pressed from all four sides .

I open my mouth for a breath, 

I swallow Water Instead.

I panic . 

I'm sinking

Sinking , Sinking 

The Light above fades ...

It feels like   I'm floating , flying 

I relax my muscles  

I know I won't be saved .

I'm sinking 

Sinking , Sinking 

My life passes before my eyes 

It feels like I'm escaping  life once more 

I let my heart stop 

I'm finally free

I

Know 

Its 

Not 

Reality  

It was only a dream 

The End Never Comes

 Shadows Fill my empty heart.  the moon looks lonely . 

Blood pores from my wrists. 

My body floats in a tub full of crimson colored water.

Darkness encloses me in .My breath becomes shallow .

A faint sound of a panicking person breaks my fading thoughts.

The Person keeps Screaming.

My heart beat slows. 

THE END IS NEAR. 

I open my eyes . 

A bright light blinds me. 

Am I in heaven ?

I move my head and look around.

My heart sinks

I'm alive.

Voices crowd my memory.

"she's alive" they all say at once. 

I try to move but cables and tubes tangle me up .

People crowd around me .

First my mother.

" I'm so glad you're alive."

Then my father .

"Why you do it kid ?"

My Friend speaks last .

I

HATE

YOU. 

Hateful World .

This Hated World .
This Horrible World 
This Existence  of hate.
When  will it stop 
Hateful World.
This Perverse World 
This Feel bad about  yourself world.
This  Hostile Existence . 
When will it end. 
Hateful World 
     
~Natalie~ 

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